It has been 3 weeks since I last started fixing my blog so I can continue using it. Uni has been so hectic especially now that it is week 12 (second last week until the end of semester; and exam block starting from June). Currently, I still have 6 pieces of assessments left, where one of them is an exam on the 13th! I have one big piece of assignment to focus on which is an integrated case study for Accounting students to complete (essentially this is the final report I will ever have to do in my bachelor's degree!) To be honest, I'm scared to do this report because it is quite big (around 15 pages with a weighting of 30%) so I'm quite stressed out because I'm not sure myself where to begin or how I should approach it. I actually want to ditch this and just focus on my final exam, but for obvious reasons, I can't run away now. /sigh/
I haven't even been watching any anime episodes recently (ever since I completed Nobunaga Concerto - T&O post next time!) and I can only catch up with some manga without feeling that much guilt. Right now, I'm yet to complete 4 anime (Code Geass, Mousou Dairinin, Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo, and Ore Monogatari). Hopefully, I can watch at least one episode from any of these soon. I procrastinate so much but all I do is lie on my bed and don't want to do anything, and even then, I don't feel like watching anything at all.
Anyway, there's only 2 months left until graduation and yet I'm only half motivated to complete that assignment. I can't afford to fail now because I really want to graduate! I don't hate studying but I don't like it either. But I know I like going to uni and I think that's what I will miss the most hence why I kind of don't want to leave yet or finish my degree. Saying that, I also don't want to stay that long anymore and I want to start working so I can finally feel that I'm moving forward with life.
Have I also mentioned that graduation ceremonies will occur around my birthday? I'm hoping my ceremony falls on the same day as my birthday so I can legitimately call for double celebration!
I'm stressing out so bad but it doesn't even show on the outside! I feel like having one last mental breakdown because of the report plus the weekly group meeting from the same unit has finally taken its toll! I absolutely hated my group in the beginning, then felt good about them halfway through, but since last week, I started hating the group meetings again and I'm just over it already! I always have to organise and finalise everything, initiate discussions, and allocate tasks yet my participation marks are average (like 2 out of 3) and it's super unfair! The unit is designed to reflect what happens out in the real world (like, working with people and you have to solve conflicts among yourselves and that in reality, no matter how much effort and work you put in to a project outside the office, no one will acknowledge it). It sucks. It really sucks! I hate it so much I want to cry.
I have 2 weeks to work on that huge report which leaves me a whole week to study 12 week content of a unit for my exam. But before those, I have to complete the 2 group assessments: one PowerPoint slides (worth 3%!) and 1,000 word report (worth 6%), and study for a mini quiz afterwards. I can't seem to multitask really well this semester. I need to brush up my skills.
/SIGH/ I can't wait to miraculously produce something in the next two weeks.
The end is so close yet so far away!
Please pray for my soul. Maybe I should light a candle for myself this week.
Bless the GIF above because its an accurate image of myself for the past few weeks.
I haven't even been watching any anime episodes recently (ever since I completed Nobunaga Concerto - T&O post next time!) and I can only catch up with some manga without feeling that much guilt. Right now, I'm yet to complete 4 anime (Code Geass, Mousou Dairinin, Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo, and Ore Monogatari). Hopefully, I can watch at least one episode from any of these soon. I procrastinate so much but all I do is lie on my bed and don't want to do anything, and even then, I don't feel like watching anything at all.
Anyway, there's only 2 months left until graduation and yet I'm only half motivated to complete that assignment. I can't afford to fail now because I really want to graduate! I don't hate studying but I don't like it either. But I know I like going to uni and I think that's what I will miss the most hence why I kind of don't want to leave yet or finish my degree. Saying that, I also don't want to stay that long anymore and I want to start working so I can finally feel that I'm moving forward with life.
Have I also mentioned that graduation ceremonies will occur around my birthday? I'm hoping my ceremony falls on the same day as my birthday so I can legitimately call for double celebration!
I'm stressing out so bad but it doesn't even show on the outside! I feel like having one last mental breakdown because of the report plus the weekly group meeting from the same unit has finally taken its toll! I absolutely hated my group in the beginning, then felt good about them halfway through, but since last week, I started hating the group meetings again and I'm just over it already! I always have to organise and finalise everything, initiate discussions, and allocate tasks yet my participation marks are average (like 2 out of 3) and it's super unfair! The unit is designed to reflect what happens out in the real world (like, working with people and you have to solve conflicts among yourselves and that in reality, no matter how much effort and work you put in to a project outside the office, no one will acknowledge it). It sucks. It really sucks! I hate it so much I want to cry.
I have 2 weeks to work on that huge report which leaves me a whole week to study 12 week content of a unit for my exam. But before those, I have to complete the 2 group assessments: one PowerPoint slides (worth 3%!) and 1,000 word report (worth 6%), and study for a mini quiz afterwards. I can't seem to multitask really well this semester. I need to brush up my skills.
/SIGH/ I can't wait to miraculously produce something in the next two weeks.
The end is so close yet so far away!
Please pray for my soul. Maybe I should light a candle for myself this week.
Bless the GIF above because its an accurate image of myself for the past few weeks.
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